I give you a letter telling you I love you and how much i care and even ask you out so then you won’t have to! And then you tell me that you only think of me as a friend and you stare and smile and poke me everyday and make me feel like we r already dating? Wtf is that? :’( but I cried my eyes out in 4th period for you and u don’t even know…
FML….Nothing good ever happens. NOTHING!No ONE understands the way I feel. Does personality ever matter in a relationship anymore? Because to me it does. Just because Len isn’t as good looking as you want a guy to be doesn’t men that you can just say “No you can’t go out with him , talk to him , or be friends with him on Facebook!” Fuck you And you’re sorry life!
If you tell me one more tucking time that you are going to take away my phone if I talk to Len or ANY of his friends..I WILL KILL YOU! Ok? You can’t tell me who to talk to!!! This is my life! I sware to God that if you tell me that I can’t like this guy cuz of this shit or i can’t like that guy cuz his shit I won’t care anymore. About ANYONE! :’( You don’t know how hard it is because you already have a man! I NEVER been liked I NEVER had a boyfriend and NO ONE has ever told me I look beautiful today (a guy). So shut up! Leave me alone…..
But NOBODY wants me to be happy. This is my life. I am NOT your barbie doll! You can NOT control who I want to be with! Or even tell me who to love! Who do you think you are?
Does anybody understand? I found a person. A person who understands me. A person who can make me laugh with just a look in my eyes. A person who can wipe my tears when I cry.
You. You make me happy. If anybody knows me, they would want me to be happy. But what is SO wrong with me being with a guy…who loves me back?

